in between
today and tomorrow
I'm not who I am, or who I was, or who I'm becoming
here
in the middle
and I'm happy and I'm sad
and stagnant and growing
lonely and surrounded
waiting
I will miss today, when it's yesterday
so how, now, to breathe this breath?
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so i was just thinking similar thoughts last night... how i find myself thinking about the "old days"... about how i use to be... about how i miss being "passionate" and "spiritual" and all of those things that can somehow feel so far away.....
but a little whisper told me the other day... that although i can't ever go "back" there... it's not a bad thing... because even though i can't see where i'm going exactly... and it doesn't "feel" as good as it use to... i'm surely on a journey to an even better place...
to quote a song from my wedding:
"we've come this far by faith... leaning on the lord... trusting in His holy word... He's never failed me yet.............singing oh-oh-oh... i cannot turn around..... we've come this far by faith.........."
AMEN.
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