a frozen moment
when i know you are falling
and i am running, running to catch you
as you hit the ground
and i am waiting, waiting, waiting
to see if you are the same
or irreversibly broken
and i am wondering
could i have stopped you?
if my arms were longer
or if i were different....
and i am waiting, waiting
with the beeping and the blood
waiting for you to be you again
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
wealth
to think
that only moments ago
i was bereft
weeping into empty hands
to think
that i am so rich
only minutes ago
i cried at the hope
of ever laughing again
i ached for the touch
of a child
and now
i ache with the joy
arms overflowing
and wide open
Monday, November 3, 2008
the Call California
i am standing in the sea
we are the waves
You are the wind
when You breathe
we move as one
wave upon wave upon wave
and the shore is eroding
we win, because You win
there's a shift in the sand
something changed
and i was a part
Saturday, September 6, 2008
tears
tonight
you weep into your pillow
i hold your hand, across the miles
fingers clasped over the ocean
the agony of shared suffering
i know i know i know
my heart is so knit
i can feel the breaking from here
the sharp longing of what should have been
you weep into your pillow
i hold your hand, across the miles
fingers clasped over the ocean
the agony of shared suffering
i know i know i know
my heart is so knit
i can feel the breaking from here
the sharp longing of what should have been
Thursday, August 21, 2008
A
and you just keep looking
you give away and sell and sell
looking
and he's not the answer
and neither was he
or he or he
and my heart is breaking
when you call me in tears
because he didn't fix you either
and you poison your blood
to forget, to remember
to kill the truth
and you call me, terrified
because death follows you
and my heart is breaking
and still you run, baby girl
in sick, bloody circles
from the only Daddy who knows
you give away and sell and sell
looking
and he's not the answer
and neither was he
or he or he
and my heart is breaking
when you call me in tears
because he didn't fix you either
and you poison your blood
to forget, to remember
to kill the truth
and you call me, terrified
because death follows you
and my heart is breaking
and still you run, baby girl
in sick, bloody circles
from the only Daddy who knows
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Peculiar
Long matted ponytail
Khakis and loafers
Chains and black fingernails
Buttons and zippers
Leather bound Bibles
and broken down satchels
Can you see them?
They’re an army of contradictions
Marching in formation
A parade of opposites
Somehow
We all love the same Man
It’s a beautiful impossibility
Khakis and loafers
Chains and black fingernails
Buttons and zippers
Leather bound Bibles
and broken down satchels
Can you see them?
They’re an army of contradictions
Marching in formation
A parade of opposites
Somehow
We all love the same Man
It’s a beautiful impossibility
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Daddy's hands
I used to take my little hand and put in on your palm if you closed your fingers my hand disappeared
I used to fold your fingers down one after another strong and worn biggest hands in the world
This morning it was raining and a tiny hand held mine opening, closing
Thanks for teaching me how
I used to fold your fingers down one after another strong and worn biggest hands in the world
This morning it was raining and a tiny hand held mine opening, closing
Thanks for teaching me how
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Grace
the thing about grace is
it's amazing
undeserved
and sufficient
what kind of God
offers absolution?
what kind of God
buys back captives?
it's enough to make
a sinner a lover
captured forever
it's amazing
undeserved
and sufficient
what kind of God
offers absolution?
what kind of God
buys back captives?
it's enough to make
a sinner a lover
captured forever
Thursday, July 17, 2008
March to DC
Weary steps
plodding, dragging
Alone with a cause
pressing toward the Mark
Two now
a little stronger
United in purpose
We are here! We are here!
A group
Weak and valiant
Voices raised
So they can hear us
An army
Weeping warriors
Broken with Your dreams
We march in cadence
A multitude
fatherless yet Fathered
watching the tide turn
as we pray
plodding, dragging
Alone with a cause
pressing toward the Mark
Two now
a little stronger
United in purpose
We are here! We are here!
A group
Weak and valiant
Voices raised
So they can hear us
An army
Weeping warriors
Broken with Your dreams
We march in cadence
A multitude
fatherless yet Fathered
watching the tide turn
as we pray
Aslan
approaching You
so much wilder than I knew
fire and light and blazing eyes
I wanted You to be cuddly
so much wilder than I knew
fire and light and blazing eyes
I wanted You to be cuddly
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Livi
Beyond the veil
you run and play
childish laughter fills the air
You are caught up
by scarred arms
and embraced, beaming
Your eyes sparkle
as you nestle deep
the safest place in the universe
You live, Livi
Just beyond the curtain
You are hidden to me
But you live
you run and play
childish laughter fills the air
You are caught up
by scarred arms
and embraced, beaming
Your eyes sparkle
as you nestle deep
the safest place in the universe
You live, Livi
Just beyond the curtain
You are hidden to me
But you live
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
for my friend
tape
or pin or stitch
a word aptly spoken
a gentle nudge
an alarmed cry
a shouted warning
this time I can't stop you
and I can't fix it
torn
bigger hands than mine
will have to put the pieces together
not how they were, never again
but new
or pin or stitch
a word aptly spoken
a gentle nudge
an alarmed cry
a shouted warning
this time I can't stop you
and I can't fix it
torn
bigger hands than mine
will have to put the pieces together
not how they were, never again
but new
Monday, April 7, 2008
the Call Alabama
There's thousands of us here
and nobody really knows why
except maybe if we join together and ask
You will come
and remove the curse from this nation
We're all badly broken
and flawed, so flawed
but maybe, if we lift You up
You'll draw us near
The sound is deafening
a multitude of hearts breaking
with Yours, for Yours
And maybe we've got it right
maybe we've got it wrong
but we can't stop asking
that much we know
and nobody really knows why
except maybe if we join together and ask
You will come
and remove the curse from this nation
We're all badly broken
and flawed, so flawed
but maybe, if we lift You up
You'll draw us near
The sound is deafening
a multitude of hearts breaking
with Yours, for Yours
And maybe we've got it right
maybe we've got it wrong
but we can't stop asking
that much we know
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
I said, You said
Condemn it, I said.
Just tear the whole thing down.
It's been wrecked beyond repair, I said.
No, no. You said.
There's beauty in these ruins.
Wait a little, You said.
The pain is too great, I said.
It will swallow me whole.
I can't see for the smoke, I said.
Look here, You said.
There's diamonds from the coals,
You will shine again, You said.
I'm beginning to see, I said.
Afraid to hope but hoping.
Maybe You can rebuild me, I said.
Just tear the whole thing down.
It's been wrecked beyond repair, I said.
No, no. You said.
There's beauty in these ruins.
Wait a little, You said.
The pain is too great, I said.
It will swallow me whole.
I can't see for the smoke, I said.
Look here, You said.
There's diamonds from the coals,
You will shine again, You said.
I'm beginning to see, I said.
Afraid to hope but hoping.
Maybe You can rebuild me, I said.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
brynn's 1st birthday
bright
smiles and blue eyes
brynn means hopeful, you know
you remind me every day
deep
my heart aches over you
tiny one, my baby girl
you bring joy
in countless ways
and you aren't even trying
you are beauty and song
we celebrate you
with kisses and nicknames
and the ocassional piledrive from a brother
feminine
your rosebud lips and dainty charm
tiny fingers and fingernails always reaching
smiles and blue eyes
brynn means hopeful, you know
you remind me every day
deep
my heart aches over you
tiny one, my baby girl
you bring joy
in countless ways
and you aren't even trying
you are beauty and song
we celebrate you
with kisses and nicknames
and the ocassional piledrive from a brother
feminine
your rosebud lips and dainty charm
tiny fingers and fingernails always reaching
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