When you left.... I said I didn't think I would ever laugh again.
But I roared and guffawed at your memorial.
You made me this way, you bad man.
I can't sit through a wedding or a funeral
Without a wicked little dialogue in my head,
Telling me what is so funny.
I thought I would never have
That strength and stability
Home, family ever again
But there was Mama.
I thought it was over
This comedy called
Parenting adults
Seeing how rich and how funny and how strange
But Georgia
I thought no one would charm the waitress
The cashier
The guy at the drive through
And do crazy things in public
But there was Bobby
I thought I would never
Catch someone's eye in church, or a meeting
And have to look away because something is so funny
I lost my friend, I thought
But Leah
I thought we had lost
The black and silver fire
Mystery and grace
Wrapped in hilarity
But.... Calvin
I thought the shoulders were gone
Those broad shoulders to ride on
And all the tricks and teasing
But then I found my kids up there
And there was me
It's not that I don't miss you
It's just that you left so much behind
For us to enjoy
Happy homecoming, Daddy
I hope you have a G5
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Monday, April 3, 2006
waking
I guess
this is the joy that comes in the morning
And maybe I can see again
I hope
I think
It's safe to open my arms
And welcome in the prodigals
Maybe I am somehow becoming
Whole again
I am
I find
That I can laugh again
And cry from more than grief
This ending
is a beginning
the sun is out
I see
this is the joy that comes in the morning
And maybe I can see again
I hope
I think
It's safe to open my arms
And welcome in the prodigals
Maybe I am somehow becoming
Whole again
I am
I find
That I can laugh again
And cry from more than grief
This ending
is a beginning
the sun is out
I see
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